School is almost over and summer’s almost here. I cannot wait until summer gets here because I can go do things and not have to worry about doing my homework or going to bed to late because I would have school the next morning and didn’t want to be tired. When people are out partying,drinking or smoking. I’m going to be at the beach or going out to eat, going to the movies, not going to be drinking or smoking and not going to act stupid because when you drink, smoke and act stupid doesn’t come out to the best result.
I want to live as long as I can because I still want to do things that I could possibly do and see. Plus I would love to get my career going and having fun doing that because I want to own my own salon. I love doing hair, nails, make-up, and facials. I want to go to a vocational school so I recently sent in an application to go to this one school and I’m hoping I get in because its really bugging me not knowing if I’m in or not. I won’t know until June 30th and everyone is saying that I don’t have to worry because I’m going to get in, but it doesn’t mean that I will.
My grades are good but I don’t think it’s good enough so I’m really trying to work harder and get all my grades up but I have mostly A’s I don’t think I can bring them up anymore, I mean two classes I can probably get up but I only have one more full week to get my grades up so the pressure is really on me.
I can handle it though because its something I want and everything I want something I go to the extrem and make sure I do it. I hardly miss any school and when I do its either because I was vomiting or have the flu. I don’t go to school sick because I don’t want to get everyone else sick. Being sick isn’t fun and I wish I didn’t get sick because I get sick a lot when im around people that come to school and cough when they don’t cover up their mouths which I think is really gross so I bring hand soap and I wash my hands a lot, plus im strting to eat healthier and this year I only got sick 3 times. I love school, I love do learn, I think learning is fun. I get bullied a lot because I’m really smart so when I know people ask me questions I lie so I don’t get called a nerd because I think its mean. But anyways I wouldn’t want to do something stupid then not be able to do the things that I want to or know how to do. I hope that this school accept my application and I can finally start on my career that I want to do.
sondrasumner 
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I completely understand how you feel about the whole beauty thing. I cut and dye my own hair, and I can actually do really amazing makeup. people keep telling me I should go to beauty school, but I don’t think I’d be able to make it. I think you should go for what you want and don’t let anyone bring you down, and defiantly don’t let yourself bring you down. with the whole nerd thing, I think you should start worrying about yourself and not care about what people may think of you. If someone makes fun of you for being smart then that shows how envious they are of you. Being a nerd is nothing to be ashamed of. It shows you will be getting somewhere in life and they will not.
I used to have really bad self esteem. I still do, but I know that there are more important things in life. I still have a few people who like to talk about me, but that’s apart of being a female. I don’t really know you but I know you are better than what people may think of you. I just went really deep in this comment, but maybe it was needed. I thought I should comment on your post because you commented on mine. 🙂
Way to go, Ladies! Keep up the positive feedback, and thorough blog entries! Excellent!